allaboutsurreal

Proof or how close you can get

There are whole ministries or events tuned in to experiencing the supernatural. it is a good thing we no longer have to hunt off and scavenge. Yet from my expieriene of who created God.

They taught speaking in heavenly tongues which was prone to make an individual drop to tears out of confusion. I remember attending these meetings with live music where people interacting with a spirit. I'm not saying that it was all about money, but there was an ATM at one of these conferences I remember donating to. It wasn't all bad. There was a phenomena called "gold dust". This was where you had your hands up towards heaven or you put your hands on a nother to pray and there would either be gold dust coming from the ceiling or residue on your hands. I am pretty sure this was an attempt to get more people involved.

Also I remember buying a medicinal product from a ministry that had different metals in it to drop on your tongue. Some of the books I read on praying and spirituality featured preachers who were followed by supernatural signs or communication with animals. All this to say I myself don't know if the things sold were convincing me to believe in God and the Holy Spirit or if it is just seeing how far you can take a good thing like feeding the hungry and curing the sick.

this being my first published article there are things I can share on this platform that I feel the need to talk about. Some of which is because if someone misunderstands me and things are lining up all trippie they may get the wrong idea and think I have a mentally ill mind. They always say that a psychopath is someone with no feelings. The sociopath knows the rules and chooses to break them. All summed up I am just wanting to prove the existance of ghosts.

I found myself strung out and in danger at a house. I couldn't find a ride but would if I walked a ways to get one. There was graffitti torn down walls and I felt like I opened myself up to a evil spirit. I started writing down thoughts and recorded some songs. Some even got a blog to feature the song that was the most popular. Then I realized the songs wern't very uplifting to a higher power or single moms with a child. I felt like the connection with an image of a mom baking cookies with her little one is what saved me.

Jim Carrey "I think everybody should get rich and famous and do everything they ever dreamed of so they can see that it's not the answer".